TOPIC: Wasted SIX YEARS with a bad coach and now i fell i missed my best years

i'm 29 years, i started reading gll forum and articles 3 months ago, never took getting muscle seriously, i thought that the best way to lookmax was surgery and filling, i was in forums like Blocked by administrator were they talked about those surgeries to improve looks

yet deep inside i knew getting big could make a difference, i always lifted weights but without a program and without a diet, and without results, i always pay extra money to have the coach teaching me but i guess he sucks, never did compound exercises you talk about here, always small exercise, i went there for 5 years doing jiujitsu and weight, i'm good at jiujitsu now but i want to take lifting sroiusly, i cant believe i went there for almost 6 years improving jiujitsu but not caring for the lack of bobybuilding results, the coach was unprofessional and i didnt care too, always thought that lookmaxing means getting surgeries and stuff like that before reading this site

i'm 29 now, i hate i was so stupid, i like young hot girls and it might be too late to get them, still young but after 30 the face starts to age and yourn not appealing anymore to young girls

the only thing i have going on for me is that i became good at jiujitsu even if i'm skinny as fuck, the second thing is that i look younger, my cowerker thinks i'm 24, my best friend (shes a 22 years old girl) thinks i'm her age since the moment i met her and we started going out to clubs together

so i want to follow the gll principles, keep doing what i like even after i turn 30, going clubs, try pick up teens, going to death metal concerts, i might lie about my age so i don't feel uncomfretable hanging out with my friend who are younger, they think i'm their age anyway, but i'm afraid that face aging will limit me

now i want to be assisted by a professional powerlifting or BB coach, but unless i take PEDs it will take time to lookmax, meanwhile i will reach 30 yo and seeing this hot teens around without being able to put my dick inside them is making me crazy

i regret not taking weightlifting serously thile doing jiujitsu, but unprofessional coach shouldnt exist anyeway, he was there to teach me and he didnt do it, i was stuck in that same gym because i was doing very good iat jiujitsy there

this summer i work as waiter in a hotel, a lot of hot teens at the beach and i'm very frustrated and blaming myself, as skinny as i am i won't get let my last summer in my 20s and it just my fault

anyway considering steroids and keepi on reading your articles! trying to fight bad mood

You are in a bad place mentally. I used to think like you, although I'm 23.

While some would recommend chilling, point out you can get teens in your 30s, visiting a therapist, I have a feeling there is nothing to say that will make it better. My only advice would be to finally get serious. For the next 6 months you should be living in the gym (metaphorically speaking), Channel the anxiety and use all your free time on gym (don't over exercise though).

Take protein, vitamins, get a coach. Also post photos on forums.

That's the only thing that will help. Get serious and do it or just stop worrying. Post before after pictures on forum. You need results or else you will spend all other next years worrying as well.

Channel that fear into action. That's the only thing that will help.