TOPIC: It's my life, and it's now or never. I ain't gonna live forever.

horny - forget all those supplements and just move to a place where kratom is legal.

i know it sounds ridic to change ur whole life around, but if u knew how amazing kratom is you'd do it in an instant.

or just have it shipped to a friends place in another country and have him ship it to you/pick it up.

Hmmm yeah, Kratom is not so awesome... Changing country just for that is crazy. And what if he is a non-responder ? But yeah he should go to some place for some days where Kratom is legal and try it.

Kratom is awesome for SOME people, but yes moving before you've had a long term testing experience of it sounds like madness to me.

For me, it worked kind of for a while, but now it doesn't do that much (and yes I rotated strains as GLL suggests)

Same experience with kratom and myself.

I used it a few times and it would give me a boost in mood. Actually helped me sell cars on a few occasions.

But it was never a good long-term solution for me. I would always feel a little weird afterwards and if I did it all day the next day I wouldn't feel so hot.

Yeah, I'd love to try Kratom when I have the chance.

TJGoodLooking: I listen to your advice. It's very valuable to me. I just wasn't sure what to think or say about it or how to apply it, but I think I've gotten to a point now that getting laid is not a big deal at all. I don't even know how it happened, to be honest.

August update:

I've been thinking about all the advice that you guys gave me. I can't exactly say "applying" cos I haven't changed my life yet but I have started thinking more positively and something's changed within me.

I don't know exactly what it is. Maybe my attitude toward life. Maybe I've matured. Maybe it's the 10 000 IUs of Vitamin D and 1-2g of L-Tryptophan (for serotonine) that's had a positive impact on my brain chemistry cos I don't feel down about life in the PM like I used to. I'm still not like HAPPY all the time but I don't really feel down like I used to a lot. I'm more motivated at the gym, I'm putting up more weight than ever in ALL of my lifts!

Oh, I feel like I've stopped getting any validation from the pussy I fuck. It's just a nut. Hard to explain, but maybe you guys that fuck a lot get when I say that whether you like & respect yourself is based on other things, NOT on whether you get pussy or not. That's not the source of your self-esteem, it's other things in life. For me, lifting more iron and seeing my muscles grow little by little makes me proud I can achieve something!

I can now go out and nightgame without feeling inferior for being out there by myself. And I went out with Terminator and I liked having company there, you know? Kind of a wingman.

And I have more sexual abundance since starting on Tinder this past Tuesday and I have many chicks wanting to bang me, some of them hot too. 1 got the flu so we didn't bang yet. One forgot out fuck date but apologized. More planned for next week.

Oh, and watching the whole entire Black Phillip talk radio show (all 13 episodes ) with Patrice O'Neil has definitely changed my attitude with chicks. I have started thinking more like Patrice, and why not? He was brilliant, he had high social IQ and a strong pimp hand. He wasn't fake to get into a bitche's panties like a lot of guys are - he said it like it IS. He checks bitches for their bad attitude, rebelliousness, bitchiness, laziness, rudeness, dumbness, EVERYTHING! I really respect that about him. RIP.

Nowadays I like having a friend in the game like Terminator who's out there hitting on chicks and banging them like me becuase I finally have a friend with similar interests as me.

I'm not gonna even write about dates anymore: there's so many of them and it all doesn't matter. The chick is either IN or OUT.

LR #1 August 24th 2014
Anyway, last Sunday I laid a hot 27yo brunette from daygame who just had her titties augmented from size C to E. We candidly conversed about her titties right from the first time we met and it was a lot of fun for her to describe the kind of attention she got from thirsty men because of them. Somehow I have matured into a man who's not "those guys". I certainly didn't open her with "hey, nice fucking titties!" or something.

She was the hottest I've ever gotten from daygame and her personality was very chill & cool although she was materialistic or superficial because she kept bragging about how expensive her boob job was. The sex was... well, after 2 weeks of not cuming, it was explosive! I prefer the softness and mushiness of natural tits though.

LR #2 August 31th 2014
Tinder chick forgot she had a fuck date planned with me on Saturday so as I was waiting for her outside on my street and got the txt that she couldn't make, it I just hit on this 26yo fitness blonde with a mediocre face but a juicy big ass, walked with her to the grocery store and back to her front door. After a lot of persistance I got her to agree to go home, take a shower, then meet me back outside after 30mins.

We then walked into a bar, she had a drink, we went to my place and I had about 3h of LMR but it wasn't too bad cos I liked talking with her. I explicitly described what sex acts I would do to her later and we dry humped.

The next day - Sunday the 31th, I texted her, went to her house and fucked her. She told me she had masturbated herself before bed yesterday. The sex was great for me, but probably mediocre for her cos she had a tight pussy and I just couldn't hold one position long enough for her to get the time to enjoy it. Well.... as long as I got mine.

Honestly guys... I don't think sex is all that now that I can get it easily from Tinder. I used to go out there for hours a day walking on the streets & malls when all you have to do nowadays is to put up some sexy pics, spit smooth game at these Tinder bitches and they'll come to your desired location date you, fuck you, have a drink with you, whatever... easy...

What made me feel bad about myself after today's lay is that I can't feel the same love for the chick that I see looking at me with love in her eyes as I'm leaving her apartment.

It's difficult for me to believe in what they call "love" cos I've read so many red pill blogs and manosphere shit where woman are all evil and they falsely accuse men of rape and this and that but I would like to experience something more than just sex. Some kind of connection, something meaningful between a man and a woman. Casual sex doesn't feel meaningful for me, yet no woman I've met made me "fall in love" or whatever.

Thoughts?

Kudos horny glad to hear your doing much better and getting laid again. Keep up the good work. As for the love mindset my philosophy is overtime some connection can and usually will be built even if it is just sexual initially. Doing this with multiple women overtime will cause some of them to fall in love with you especially if you provide them good times and good sex. Give yourself a pat on the back for getting some pussy

Good progress mate, keep that in mind always.

MHO RE - "falling in love" - after shagging nearly 50 women now, I've honestly only encountered maybe 1 or 2 that I could see myself "falling in love" with.

It's all about a special connection, chemistry, personality fits, etc. In other words, you could say that "falling in love" is meeting a whole bunch of variables,
and "feeling" like you have an amazing connection with a girl.

Just keep ploughing, and when you find one that's special, then you'll have the skills and experience to do your best to create something more with her.

That's honestly the best you can do really.

Wow dude, you rock !!

Happy for you

You've really made some progress in the last few months and it's been great to witness it first hand. And rest assured I'll be better too every time we hit the town.

Regarding falling in love, it will happen if you let it happen and spend enough time with a chick. I wouldn't even worry about it. That's the way it happened to me with my ex. Even though it wasn't crazy, hot passionate love I'd be lying if I said I didn't love her in a way.