TOPIC: Building confidence and approaching while feeling low?

Hi guys. Only recently I decided to fully commit into actively seeking girls and approaching them. In the past I still had success with them and developed some inner strenght, and the thing I have noticed is that my confidence has highs and lows. On my "highs" I feel naturally attractive and meeting girls comes effortlessly, like I go around and most of the girls check me out, girls smile at me/ I smile at them and we easily meet, or something like that. I don't like wasting time and I am very straight and to the point, like I don't chat much with them and just flirt and go physical immediately. I usually look at them imagining to fuck them, or covering their face with cum, and somehow this works very well as it seems as if they feel and like the “idea” in my mind.

But the strange thing is that some other days, on my "lows" I feel very down to earth like a common boring guy and I don't feel attractive, I feel a bit sleepy also like my mind is drifting somewhere else. I still feel like I know I am strong inside, but somehow this strenght doesn't show and I feel weak. girls don't check me out and when I look at them in the eyes they mostly ignore me, which makes me immensely angry because it is completely the opposite of what happens on other days! It is like some days I am a person the other I am another. And I have NEVER approached while feeling like this, because I always have the sensation they won't feel attracted to me. I want to change this and be able to do what I want any time.

Now I see that many succesful guys that have a great sex life, like Thomas Boy Toy, apparently they struggled a lot before having constant success. Like, they went on and on and tried a lot without thinking of the highs and lows. I have not done this, the confidence I have I don’t really know where it comes from. But I want to change this and become extremely confident and aggressive all days of the week.

So my idea is to try put my best effort even while feeling low. As said, usually in that state it is like girls even feel repelled by me, and it hurts A LOT (since it is the contrary on other days), but I am thinking of trying to put all my energy into my approach anyway and go very strong and direct, like look at them in the eyes without flinching , with dirty intentions, and immediately tell them a compliment and clearly show them I like them. I have always been scared to scare them off, or be completely ignored by them, this is why I have never approached while feeling down. But as I said, perhaps this is what I need to solve this kind of difficulty?

What you guys think? Have you experienced something similar too? Are you able to still be very straight and aggressive while not feeling like it?

Sort of like with basketball, sometimes every shot's a basket, sometimes every shot's an air ball.

I feel like I have better success too when I'm feeling confident vs. feeling lousy. But I still have success when I'm feeling lousy and hit the numbers anyway.

If you want to hit on girls even when you're not feeling like it, either do the AA program or set some sort of goal to approach X girls EVERY day and set up a log (or text a mate) for accountability.