TOPIC: Rousseau's log, random stuff.

drinking does that to you.

@rousseau, terminator, hunk:

what are your thoughts of college parties? i went to 2 this weekend. the nature of these places is different than clubs/bars, meeting girls while doing daygame, etc. there is getting in. there is the clique and groups. there is the frat guys / known players, hosts, etc. if you don't know many people there, it can be difficult. do you guys simply not consider these places? or if you, do you just plow through from set to set. @hunk, i remember you saying something about not picking up as many girls on campus or in parties to preserve your reputation and what not. the parties are fun places to be with in terms of having fun, but what are your thoughts? do you go alone or with others?

Damn a beer or two usually has me feeling invincible, how much are you guys drinking?

@ manly - I was more so referring to cold approaching women during the day on campus when I said to limit yourself, you can still do it but just don't be doing it a lot, don't be hitting the numbers hard on campus during the day or else you will be that creep

Parties are an entirely different ball game, at a college party your goal is gonna be to have a few drinks and socialize. You're going to want to MINGLE with everybody including the girls. If you look good/are cool you'll eventually find yourself 'gelling' with a girl or group of girls and that's when you start trying to figure out how to get one of those girls into a bedroom at the party or back to your place (hell even your car)... This is all basic socializing, it's how 'normal players' get laid in HS/college

Ditto the thoughts about drinking
I find if I babysit my first, eventually get a second that I babysit then in the middle of the night I'm about good to actually drink. It's definitely a mental thing - it's just not fun to drink alone in a room full of people

Manly wrote: drinking does that to you.

@rousseau, terminator, hunk:

what are your thoughts of college parties?

I don't go.

September 29th
31/36
I got 3 numbers today from 5 approaches. I also got a number from a hot tinder girl. I got a number from a 9/10 black girl. She was so fucking
Hot. My god.


I just woke up. Its 10:30am. I was super tired last night.

I have a few tasks today.

1) meal prep
2) french homework before I leave the house Class is cancelled!!!!!
3) gym (if i have time)
4) find place to fuck in theatre building, date with hot 18 year old asian.

I decided that when I chill with my coworkers im going to say no to even 1 drink. If theyre not ok with me being a non-drinker, then im not interested in hanging out with them.

I had an amazing day today.

Im so glad I fucked the tanned vietnamese girl. She is hot. Man, hard work pays off, and its so amazing.

I love having sex with hot girls. Is it for validation? I dont know, but frankly i dont give a fuck. Its amazing. Why spoil the fun by attacking my joy of things.

Wanna know something even better?

The hot latina from friday night is coming over tonight. This time im going to escalate as hard as possible. Im going to pull my cock out and put it in her mouth. Im going to do everything I can for the bang.

September 30th
31/36
3 approaches and 2 numbers

I didnt bang the latina last night. I thought I would get 2 for 2 lol.

I might hang out with her again. I think fucking her on the 4th or 5th date would be worth it.

She let me get a bit farther on this one. I was sucking on her titties and shit. She clearly likes me. I invited her to hang out and she practically came over right away.

I have another date today

I woke up today at 8:30am.

Ive been having an interesting morning so far. After my awesome day yesterday, and experiencing positivity in its fullest, all of my usual negative thoughts have been disgusting me today. I would rather be happy all day.

I would rather kill it in life and feel good tous les jours (all the days)

Im gonna rock it in the gym in a couple hours.

Girls to approach
- alyda (done, will approach again cuz Idgaf)
- (done) super hot asian gym girl (done)
- (done) skinny tanned white girl (done)
- hot alternative brunette
- Lillian again
- rebecca

I approached the smoking hot asian girl today. I was acting pretty weird, but i still got the number. Im going to persist on her even if she doesnt respond. If i see her again, ill say whats up. Fuck, shes so hot. Shes like Asa Akira but more beautiful. She was asking me too many questions though during our short interaction. She said she noticed me before, and she thought I was cute to, but we'll see what happens.

I got another number from a hot ass gym girl. She dresses super sexy outside the gym.

I also had that date with the cute indian girl. I kissed her and she was like "OMG!!! ". Definitely a virgin, but thats ok because shes sweet like an angel.

Fuck life is so good to me lately, i feel like crying or something.

Man, All I wanna do is fuck hot women. I want to fuck extremely hot women 24/7. Ill do whatever it takes.

I just burned through a bunch of numbers. Thats ok though. Ill get more.

Im kinda disappointed super hot asian didnt text me back. That is exactly why you dont fixate on one girl. Its so crucial in this game. Absolutely do not fixate or crush on one girl. You dont even lnow her!

It would be awesome to bang one of the girls from my "to approach" list.

Super hot 10/10 asian did text me back, but i only got the one message. I guess thats better than nothing.

Im trying to make plans with women.

I dont know what to do right now. I got work offX. Now im kinda lost lol.

What can I do to really be elite? Simply approaching more girls isn't enough.
I want to be elite. I want to fuck every girl that I go on a date with.

Maybe I should focus more on my date techbique rather than how I approach girls. I get plenty of girls to hang out with me. It takes me 10 approaches to get a date.

Maybe, I should work on having a way better game plan. Not having a car is a big thing that hinders my game though, for sure.

Living life my friend and with a mean as "pimp step"! Keep it up man... That rush of god damn that felt amazing combined with I just told that bitch who was BOSS, is like a high from nothing else

October 1st
31/36

5 approaches, 3 old number re-invigorated.

I approached that hot turkish girl again. I asked for her number and she was like "No" haha and then walked away.

I kinda like a girl thats straightforward to be honest.

I have another date in like 5 minutes. I dont have time to bounce her to my place though.

Im kinda glad I didnt have a condom on saturday night. That girl was not hot. i could barely get my dick up for her lol.

Holy fuck, Im a massive player. I was making out with the girl i had a date with today, and then i ran jnto #47 and i was making out with her. Ive been running into all these women on campus, saying hi, telling girls theyre beautiful.

I feel a change deep within who I am. Its strange, but its subtle. Its like a happy confidence, or a comfortableness with who I am.

Im going to start getting laid A LOT soon.

I reinvigorated another number and got a number from the hot Russian girl from my class.

Im such a pimp.

I feel like I have something that other guys dont. Like a spirit or a vibe. A will.

Eventually, the time is going to come where im confronted with a problem. Like a challenge to who Im becoming.

Every once in awhile i find myself worrying about my "reputation". I think this isnt to worry about though, because this is who I am. I hit on girls because I want to fuck them. Im a cool guy who girls want to fuck. This isnt something that i do, its something that I am. If people want to judge me, thats totally fine. My goal isnt to be liked, its g get what I want out of life.
I feel anxious for some reason before work.

I just had a date with that black girl again. She came into my place but wouldnt let me kiss her. It was weird. Maybe I shouldve whipped my cock out and stuck it in her face.I mean why did she come into my place?

Fuckin weird man.

Liking the log it's cool to see how much you can do if you put in effort. Question, where did you get that sick black or navy blazer you were rocking earlier in the log?

Rousseau wrote: I feel like I have something that other guys dont. Like a spirit or a vibe. A will.

Every once in awhile i find myself worrying about my "reputation". I think this isnt to worry about though, because this is who I am. I hit on girls because I want to fuck them. Im a cool guy who girls want to fuck. This isnt something that i do, its something that I am. If people want to judge me, thats totally fine. My goal isnt to be liked, its g get what I want out of life.
I feel anxious for some reason before work.

I feel like this too. I think this is what sets us apart.

Worries about rep are an illusion caused by anxiety. Why should we restrict our true nature? That's precisely what makes us attractive.

October 2nd
31/36

I had a date today. Arab girl, virgin, never kissed a guy before lol. Super non-dtf, but cute

Gotta leave the house soon to do approaches because i didnt do any at school

I might read my book instead of approaching. I don't really have time.

I had a good day at work today. I made 4 sales. I rocked the squat today to, in the gym. I rarely do well on the squat. I did 225x6.

Tomorrow I have a date with a chick that I approached like a month ago. She hit me up and told me she wanted to hang out. I dont remember her being very hot, i think maybe a 6.5/10. Either way, im going to push hard for the close on this bitch.

I need some new threads
- new pants mostly. I only have pair because of this bulk.
- a couple new t-shirts
- bomber jacket
- winter jacket
- new black dress shoes

Tomorrow im going to
1) approach
2) OHP and Bent Row PR
3) write orders
4) have a date
5) finish gorilla mindset

October 3rd
31/36

4 approaches today and no numbers

I woke up at 12:00 today so im not going to have time for the gym.

Ill just do a few approaches before the date and then go home and get ready for work.

Im really not looking forward to approaching right now.

I splurged today and bought a 90$ sweater. Its nice as fuck though and makes me look really jacked. I felt compelled to buy it.

My style still isnt where i want it to be. Im not very good at getting proper fitting stuff. I guess it takes trial and error though to figured out what works for you.

Work tonight is going to suck. Its raining and windy.

No luck approaching today. I did some pretty ballsy approaches though.

The date was alright. The girl was a 6 so I didnt really give a shit. I might try and set up another date sometime, if I can get a really easy lay.

Hopefully I get work off. I want to go to the gym and maybe do more approaches at the mall.

I went to work tonight and made 45$. Not nearly as good as yesterday.

Man, I want to fuck hot women. I want to fuck a lot of them. I want to literally fuck like 500 hot women. I want to be a rich motherfucker to.

I want to fuck 2'000$ a night escorts and super hot women for free. I literally want like 4 super hot women in my place, fighting over my cock like its pure gold. Ill do whatever it takes.

I worked about 13 hours this week and made 225$. My job is finally starting to pay off a little bit. I have enough money to actually pay off some of my credit card debt. I only owe 550$ now. Sales is just like cold approach. It takes CONSISTENT effort to get good and to enjoy the fruits of your labor.

I want to get to the point where I work only 20 hours per week and i make 500$+. My coworker today made 8 orders. In total, including the bonus he made 240$ in 3 hours. If i have days where I make 4 orders+, ill be a really happy guy. That means ill make more money than I ever have in my life without putting in that many hours. I made 425$ a week when I worked in a factory once, but I worked like 40+ hours plus. It was so gay.

I have a really good feeling about this job. I think that I should tough it out during the winter and write orders in the cold. Its character building to the max. Imagine how good at this shit Ill be if I write orders every single day for a year?

Sometimes I wonder if it's possible for me to get really hot girls. I think the truth is that it's going to take a lot of time, like another 2-3 years. Once my physique is top 1% and my style is fly as fuck, I think I'll have a much better shot. This last girl I fucked was probably only a 7.5/10 realistically.

Its 4:30am, I cant sleep.

Im really glad I disconnected from facebook and all of that other bullshit.

Im really glad that I let go of trying to be accepted by people (for the most part). Man, I was really miserable for a few years. From like 2006-2013. I guess its 7 years.

I really did hate myself.

I have to be honest with myself. One of the reasons that I dont have social media, is that Im scared of having a lame looking life. Im still kinda ashamed of the fact that I have such a small circle of friends. I shouldnt be.