TOPIC: My looks are making me borderline suicidal

Dude!!!

That girl is smoking!! Like a 9 (assuming face is awesome too)

Well done man, this HAS TO prove your old insecure self image wrong huh!!?

Very well done! Now, did you fuck her well and make her orgasm? If so, try turn her into
Your hot fuck buddy. Text her day after saying you enjoyed hanging out with her last night,
Then you'll get a response hopefully, then text her in a few days and try setup a "hang out"
A few days down the line. You'll know pretty quick if she's up for it, just keep your texting
To a minimum and don't show too much interest...

So hot man... Inspired right now.

Grats


Edit: also, the eye contact thing, I think your limiting yourself big time with that 2 second
Rule, many girls won't Look at you that long, but you can tell they're attracted by repeated
Quick glances. Also, don't think you can't get laid without IOIs, I've gotten laid probably
50% this year from approaching girls who never saw me coming/new I existed

Wow @those tits !

Dude!!!

That girl is smoking!! Like a 9 (assuming face is awesome too)

Well done man, this HAS TO prove your old insecure self image wrong huh!!?

Very well done! Now, did you fuck her well and make her orgasm? If so, try turn her into
Your hot fuck buddy. Text her day after saying you enjoyed hanging out with her last night,
Then you'll get a response hopefully, then text her in a few days and try setup a "hang out"
A few days down the line. You'll know pretty quick if she's up for it, just keep your texting
To a minimum and don't show too much interest...

So hot man... Inspired right now.

Grats


Edit: also, the eye contact thing, I think your limiting yourself big time with that 2 second
Rule, many girls won't Look at you that long, but you can tell they're attracted by repeated
Quick glances. Also, don't think you can't get laid without IOIs, I've gotten laid probably
50% this year from approaching girls who never saw me coming/new I existed

Thanks bro! I didn't make her orgasm but she is only 19 and she said I'm one of the bigger ones she had LOL (I'm a little over 7 by 5.5). And she's been texting me and she's down for a drink so its good! Yeah bro, I can admit my self-image problems were self made and made me delusional as fuck.

Eye contact thing is true. I will work on it and hopefully keep getting results.

ALSO TO ANY MODERATORS OR MEMBERS, HOW DO I MAKE POSTS PRIVATE FOR ONLY GROUP MEMBERS??

Inspirational post. I spend all my time on my aesthetics yet I hate myself and it is what blocks me from approaching, talking, pretty much everything. Your turn around is my dream turn around. Congratulations, dude, love this thread.

Thanks man. Its all in your head (as I have figured it out). You miss a lot of girls and signals when your stuck in your head. Also, I don't really care about rejection anymore because my success has been growing.

New year's eves

Went to a bar. 40 dollars cover wtf? High end clubs were like 60 bucks --> fuck that.

Anyways, I got approached 5 times tonight, which is WAY out of the normal. I was walking to the bar and this girl stopped me out of 10 other guys and asked me for directions. she said thanks and smiled. Wasn't my type though (dunno if that counts as a approach, but seems like something a girl would do).

Got in the bar. Got a drink and this girl came up to me and told me good choice on the drink and asked for my name. Wasn't my type again. Fuck, now I know how it feels to be a hot girls hahahaha (not actually though...). Went downstairs to the dance floor and this chubby blonde put her hand around me and gave me cheers with my glass and told me I was cute. Ever since I have been wearing my toque to clubs/bars, the attention has doubled, almost tripled. I feel like a hot chick wearing make-up LOL. I'm not even balding...it just covers up my ears. I approached this girl...she seemed on but said she was with her boyfriend. I told her to have a good night and saw this dude come over and ask her what that was about. She was much more attractive then him, but PROPS to him.

I didn't approach for like half an hour because I was expecting the girls to come over to me since I had already gotten approached 3 times Hahaha...not a good thing as it makes you passive. I literally sat at the bar and watched this girl get approached by over 14 different guys (counted them). It was the craziest thing I have ever seen in a bar. She was cute, dancing alone and having a good time. Guy after guy after guy would literally approach her and she would swat them off like flies. They ranged from indian to asian to white. The bouncer had to come over and ask if she was okay at one point. Weirdest thing. Anyways, this girl that was getting mass approached parked a spot near me at the bar and asked me why I didn't come and save her. I bursted out laughing and told her it was too much enjoyment. She was cute but holly fuck, I can't imagine how a hot girl gets approached at a bar. So many thirsty, drunk dudes. They weren't even talking to her, just grabbing her and doing stupid PUA shit. Anyways we danced and exchanged numbers. Got drinks scheduled with her tomorrow.

Felt good and was having a lot of fun. Next thing I know, this girl walks by me and then taps my shoulder and tells me her friend thinks I'm really cute. I tell her screw her friend, your cute and we should dance. She told me she was to old for me (she was 26). I told her I was 22 and she said wait right here, I'll bring you my friend. Her friend was very attractive (in my opinion).

Here is a picture of her: http://imgur.com/zuvyqqc   (also my eventual lay)

We danced a bit and then went a grabbed a drink. She was giving me a lot of shit tests and trying to tease me and pull away. Got kind of annoying but I just grabbed her and starting making out with her. She had two tattoos sleeves on both arms (one was of VOLDEMORT from Harry Potter. WTF?! LMAO). Looked exactly like this:

http://www.google.ca/search?q=voldemort+tattoos&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ei=oK_EUorbF4SdyQH-xYDYCw&ved=0CAcQ_AUoAQ&biw=991&bih=648#facrc=_&imgdii=_&imgrc=hq5jPEq9GV23cM%3A%3Bs5N23ndYMuuB_M%3Bhttp%253A%252F%252F4.bp.blogspot.com%252F_dodG_Cr8E2U%252FSp9WAS81KNI%252FAAAAAAAAAOo%252FrHGzSETLj9Y%252Fs400%252Flord%252Bvoldemort.jpg%3Bhttp%253A%252F%252Fnuruempire.blogspot.com%252F%3B226%3B400

This girl was definitely a freak. You know a girl is crazy when she tattoo's demonic characters on her arm LOL. We danced, her friend left with some guy and then we got food and went back to her place. She was wild as I thought. She had tattoos one her lower back and upper back. Kind of sexy and huge turn on. Anyways, good night. Feeling REAL good.

In my opinion, your mental state is crucial to your game. Feeling good puts you in a different mode and allows you to approach girls and do your thing. It will help you pull girls on your level and even above (I think this girl was slightly above my level but she thought I was really cute so it didn't matter). Being stuck in your head is the biggest game killer. My goal is to smash 30 girls this year. I injured my neck pretty badly two weeks ago though (herniated a disc) and the sex last night didn't help, so I might have to delay that goal until March until I get back on track. Happy New years fellas!

Hey Kong,

Just to return some to you.

Scott Kiloby (Youtube) + Jed Mckenna's Spiritual Autolysis made me a monster. I don't have anything that can't be handled between the two. Kiloby was the death kneel of AA* and most of my mental retardation, while JM's technique has torn any shred of social BS out of me. Neither are actually spiritual, lol. (Don't bother with JM's books. They'll just fuck you up. The technique is the key and it's everywhere.)

The above two will also make your eyes killer. I have no soul some say. They are only half right. I just don't have a strong sense of self or much emotion (except my anger issues, lol). I recommend it for ripping away some of the remaining BS you might suffer from. Beware that you might not experience things like Euporhia or a strong concern for your personal safety after.

*I still have issues with corner stores, but that's a language thing, potential for getting arrested and fucking my home turf thing mostly. I rarely feel any major emotional spikes from anything these days. Shock is about it and that is short lived. I was a VERY emotional guy pre-whatever. I also had a ton of social BS - very fucked up. JM killed that then Kiloby slam dunked it. I can still get scared in a fight situation, but it's only adrenaline.

I also have a bit of a messy face. Mum had me cut out, so I have a slightly raised left side. I fucking love it, though. It makes me look boss. My nose is also really long side on. I point that shit out to girls right after telling them I don't lie (Pinocchio). Oh and did I mention I'm bald and have a hairy back (that I trim down to nothing)? Girls actually say they stopped because I'm bald - less threatening - and my back hair is great. If I haven't tidied in a week, I just tell them that I'm a fucking animal and do something highly rude and sexual to them (suckle their toes or lick their face or yank their hair and whisper that they are "MY dirty little bitch", etc.)

Our weaknesses are our strengths. I never would have thought that my BACK HAIR would make me more fuckable, but girls think I'm a freak after I rough them up a bit. It actually makes me do more dirty shit and makes it more 'acceptable' (because animals are supposed to be that way, don't ya know.) You can actually get away with a lot if they think you are a living fucking beast. Weird how having a hairy (very shortly trimmed, lol) back can pave the way to impressions that lead to kinky sex.

Also, I'm 5'9, 16cm dick, not super fat, good stamina and 15% or so BF. I can fuck, though. Straight up asking them where to touch and obsessive perversion (my thing - I'm a creep in bed) helps. Going down on her is pretty big. I just beg her to let me lick it like a sex slave freak (licking my lips and slobbering included). You learn a ton about girls from eating cunt and I would highly recommend you consider it. Pussy eating is key. Also, don't forget to slap her around a bit. You can grab her throat (not choking her - grab the frontal area with the curve of your palm bent and not touching her throat and the fingers lightly on either side, not pressing in) or pull her ass really wide open and glorify it like a freak show. I actually get down on my knees and stare at that shit, making it a show. They know what's what after that. Spanking her tits works too. It's all about the experience - not what you are doing with your dick, but the emotions you create. The rest is mechanically moving your hand on her clit, while whispering "I can feel it, baby. You are gonna cum. Don't you feel your clit, baby? It's screaming for me. You want to cum. Just cum, baby. Just cum. Feel it. FEEL IT!" Mind-Pussy communication at its finest.

I sound like the guys from Evil Angel when I'm high on sex. Worth a try.

The above probably doesn't help, lol. However, I want to thank you for helping me. I got a BJ because of your and Armydude's advice. Have a good day.

15 Better.

- Get bitches.

Wow, man. Your New Years Eve sounds like a blast. I literally wanted to die after mine. My insecurities will eat me alive. I went to a good place with hot girls and no cover. No guys were aggressive, but I did see a guy make out with a rando. I keep thinking girls dancing around me are intentionally juxtaposing themselves, but after rejections in the past and being sex-less in over 18 months and not even talking to hardly any girls just made me not approach or talk to anyone. I would only try to make eye contact, which most seem to avoid, which only makes me feel shitty. I used to love to dance too, now I just feel like a fool 24/7. I even had a two hot chick next to me when the ball dropped at 12 and she had no one to kiss. Your success is inspiring. I hope I am not as ugly as I think I am, but I do not have girls approaching me.

Keep up the good work and please share any self-talk tips or anything else you may have used to help get out of your head. What do you usually say in your small talk? My mind goes blank and even if it didn't, I don't have anything to share. I make music, program, and work full-time. And surely girls don't want to hear about how I can only have shots because I don't eat carbs. lol.

I feel like it is a light switch. I used to think and act like I was the fucking man, I just need validation again from a girl, somebody ... anybody. Seriously man, I love your turn around, I hope the momentum never ends and your self-image grows till you're God.

Wow, man. Your New Years Eve sounds like a blast. I literally wanted to die after mine. My insecurities will eat me alive. I went to a good place with hot girls and no cover. No guys were aggressive, but I did see a guy make out with a rando. I keep thinking girls dancing around me are intentionally juxtaposing themselves, but after rejections in the past and being sex-less in over 18 months and not even talking to hardly any girls just made me not approach or talk to anyone. I would only try to make eye contact, which most seem to avoid, which only makes me feel shitty. I used to love to dance too, now I just feel like a fool 24/7. I even had a two hot chick next to me when the ball dropped at 12 and she had no one to kiss. Your success is inspiring. I hope I am not as ugly as I think I am, but I do not have girls approaching me.

Keep up the good work and please share any self-talk tips or anything else you may have used to help get out of your head. What do you usually say in your small talk? My mind goes blank and even if it didn't, I don't have anything to share. I make music, program, and work full-time. And surely girls don't want to hear about how I can only have shots because I don't eat carbs. lol.

I feel like it is a light switch. I used to think and act like I was the fucking man, I just need validation again from a girl, somebody ... anybody. Seriously man, I love your turn around, I hope the momentum never ends and your self-image grows till you're God.

I know your feels bro. I use to have all of them. And your probably to as ugly as you think you are. If you want, message me and we can talk back and forth through messaging. You can PM a picture if you want. And I don't get approached that often that was just one night. Drunk girls being drunk. But trust me, it is all in your head. First thing I accepted is that some guys are born with it better looks then other and we have to maximize what we got. A male 8/10 that has a 6/5-7/10 girlfriend has less game then a male 4/10 with a 5.5/10 girlfriend. Although the 8/10 male may be fucking the hotter girl, his game is WEAK. He is settling. Some males get born with great looks and some don't. We have to work with the cards we have. And I'm sure you are in good shape (sounds like it) so its merely a matter of finding the girls that like you and growing from there. The complaining and negative self-talk gets you no where. Second thing is getting out of your head. This is a game killer. Nothing is worse then over-analyzing stuff. "Shit, we didn't that cute girl look at me when we crossed the road...fuck, it's probably because I'm ugly."  "Why did she smirk at my weird jokes...it's probably because I'm ugly."  That's what I used to think. It makes you very passive and negative. Once you start building on success with females, this stuff will go away. 

Anyways, msg me if you want to talk!

12th lay since GLL. This is the best story YET. Went to a bar solo tonight. It's - 20 up here in Canada, but still went out. Walked into the bar and look over and see about 10-12 people from my high school....I hated high school deep down inside. I saw 5 girls that were kind of snobby and bitchy with me in high school. We were all on good terms, but they were kind of asshole-ish. I'm thinking "fuck, I don't want to talk to these people." I go to the washroom and say fuck it, I'll go say whats up. HAven't seen some of them in 4 years. I have changed A LOT':

I have dyed my eye brows black, my skin is crystal clear and I have nice skin, I wear a slight touch of lip stick and cheek bone blush (i highly recommend this, it makes your cheekbones more prominent and increases your overall attractiveness), and I have great teeth. I wear a black toque which makes my brows pop and dark skin pop as well. I dress better and am always told how intelligent I am.

I go up to the first girl and say "Hey, what's up ___?" She says "Hey...do I know you?" LOL. BITCH didn't even recognize me. "It's me, ____."  She takes a few seconds and says "OMG HEY, you look so different," I saw her eyes light up and she was down. This girl rejected me once in high school at a house party and she was ON tonight. FUNNY how that works eh? I wasn't interested though. She gained some weight. We talked a bit and I told her to have a good night.

Go up to another girl I knew. I say "Hey ____, what's up? Do you recognize me?" She says "No...." I'm like "It's me, ____." Same reaction as the first girl. This girl ALSO rejected in grade 10. She ignored me in classes as well. LOL. She told me I looked so good and different. FUCKING HILARIOUS.

I see a few more girls, but they don't even recognize me. I go up to one more to see if she recognizes me. This was the BITCHIEST of the bitches. I could not stand this girl in high school. She constantly talked down about other people and one time in grade 9 she told me I was really weird and a loser. THAT fucking hurt real bad. Still remember it to this day. I tap her on the shoulder and say "Hey ____, do you recognize me." (lets called her Alex)  She says "uh no, sorry." i'm like "It's ____. None of your friends recognized me either Hahaha!" Her eyes light up like a fucking lightbulb and she hugs me right away and tells me I look so good. She tells me we need to catch up ASAP and tells me to meet her at the bar after I am done with coat check. I was hesitant because I really didn't give a shit about these people anymore but I said fuck it, lets have some fun. This girl looked good and I think she was on. WE chat and she brings over other girls from our high school and they all tell me how different I look. Even the hottest chick says I look much different. Not going to lie; it felt REALLY good and I felt very validated. But I wanted to bang one of these girls. These girls seemed untouchable to me in high school and now they were all interested. I am happy that I have experienced what I have though because being depressed has made me more empathetic. I treat everyone nicely and NEVEr put anyone down. I always help out people when they need it and always call out people when they are being an asshole for no reason. Most people are not like this nowadays....all they do is talk shit about each other and try to out match each other. Especially girls. Being depressed (as Chris mentioned in his videos) makes you more empathetic and can lead to better emotional understanding of other people. I understand what its like to be on both sides of the fence.

Anyways, me and Alex chat and she's grabbing my stomach and is clearly drunk. We talked for 30 minutes. She doesn't know what she is doing with life while me on the other hand; I have a great path ahead of me. Funny how that works....lol. I tell we should go out and have a smoke. She tells me her ex-bf dumped her 1 month ago and that she is having a hard time with it. this is what I tell her " Alex, you look super sexy tonight and I don't want to beat the bush anymore but she should get out of here and go back to your place (she told me she had her own place)." She smiles and says Yeah lets go. FUCKED her. Came on her back. gave her my phone number (FAKE PHONE number) and left about an hour ago. Don't plan on seeing her again. I'm not that type of person to do that but high school sucked for me and what some of these girls told me (one told me I was creepy, one told me I was akward) in high school stuck with me for a while.  I wasn't even akward or creepy; I just wasn't a stud. Anyways, 12th lay since gll, 14th in total.

Things I recommend for facial aesthetic improvements: dye your eye browns black, wear cheek bone blush (youtube video on it), wear A LITTLE lipstick, make your eye brows thicker. I have been chewing A LOT of gum lately, and have noticed me jaw muscles have gotten bigger. I don't recommend this though because my jaw is starting to hurt a lot lately. Lastly, FACIAL YOGA EXERCISES. Just started them 2 weeks ago. Can feel my face is tighter. Everyone should do these. Takes 5 minutes a day and if you make it a habit, it will keep keep your face tight as you age.

KINGKONG, KING, KING, KING, KINGKONG, KING, KINGKONG, KING, KING, KING, KINGKONG !!!!

12th lay since GLL. This is the best story YET. Went to a bar solo tonight. It's - 20 up here in Canada, but still went out. Walked into the bar and look over and see about 10-12 people from my high school....I hated high school deep down inside. I saw 5 girls that were kind of snobby and bitchy with me in high school. We were all on good terms, but they were kind of asshole-ish. I'm thinking "fuck, I don't want to talk to these people." I go to the washroom and say fuck it, I'll go say whats up. HAven't seen some of them in 4 years. I have changed A LOT':

I have dyed my eye brows black, my skin is crystal clear and I have nice skin, I wear a slight touch of lip stick and cheek bone blush (i highly recommend this, it makes your cheekbones more prominent and increases your overall attractiveness), and I have great teeth. I wear a black toque which makes my brows pop and dark skin pop as well. I dress better and am always told how intelligent I am.

I go up to the first girl and say "Hey, what's up ___?" She says "Hey...do I know you?" LOL. BITCH didn't even recognize me. "It's me, ____."  She takes a few seconds and says "OMG HEY, you look so different," I saw her eyes light up and she was down. This girl rejected me once in high school at a house party and she was ON tonight. FUNNY how that works eh? I wasn't interested though. She gained some weight. We talked a bit and I told her to have a good night.

Go up to another girl I knew. I say "Hey ____, what's up? Do you recognize me?" She says "No...." I'm like "It's me, ____." Same reaction as the first girl. This girl ALSO rejected in grade 10. She ignored me in classes as well. LOL. She told me I looked so good and different. FUCKING HILARIOUS.

I see a few more girls, but they don't even recognize me. I go up to one more to see if she recognizes me. This was the BITCHIEST of the bitches. I could not stand this girl in high school. She constantly talked down about other people and one time in grade 9 she told me I was really weird and a loser. THAT fucking hurt real bad. Still remember it to this day. I tap her on the shoulder and say "Hey ____, do you recognize me." (lets called her Alex)  She says "uh no, sorry." i'm like "It's ____. None of your friends recognized me either Hahaha!" Her eyes light up like a fucking lightbulb and she hugs me right away and tells me I look so good. She tells me we need to catch up ASAP and tells me to meet her at the bar after I am done with coat check. I was hesitant because I really didn't give a shit about these people anymore but I said fuck it, lets have some fun. This girl looked good and I think she was on. WE chat and she brings over other girls from our high school and they all tell me how different I look. Even the hottest chick says I look much different. Not going to lie; it felt REALLY good and I felt very validated. But I wanted to bang one of these girls. These girls seemed untouchable to me in high school and now they were all interested. I am happy that I have experienced what I have though because being depressed has made me more empathetic. I treat everyone nicely and NEVEr put anyone down. I always help out people when they need it and always call out people when they are being an asshole for no reason. Most people are not like this nowadays....all they do is talk shit about each other and try to out match each other. Especially girls. Being depressed (as Chris mentioned in his videos) makes you more empathetic and can lead to better emotional understanding of other people. I understand what its like to be on both sides of the fence.

Anyways, me and Alex chat and she's grabbing my stomach and is clearly drunk. We talked for 30 minutes. She doesn't know what she is doing with life while me on the other hand; I have a great path ahead of me. Funny how that works....lol. I tell we should go out and have a smoke. She tells me her ex-bf dumped her 1 month ago and that she is having a hard time with it. this is what I tell her " Alex, you look super sexy tonight and I don't want to beat the bush anymore but she should get out of here and go back to your place (she told me she had her own place)." She smiles and says Yeah lets go. FUCKED her. Came on her back. gave her my phone number (FAKE PHONE number) and left about an hour ago. Don't plan on seeing her again. I'm not that type of person to do that but high school sucked for me and what some of these girls told me (one told me I was creepy, one told me I was akward) in high school stuck with me for a while.  I wasn't even akward or creepy; I just wasn't a stud. Anyways, 12th lay since gll, 14th in total.

Things I recommend for facial aesthetic improvements: dye your eye browns black, wear cheek bone blush (youtube video on it), wear A LITTLE lipstick, make your eye brows thicker. I have been chewing A LOT of gum lately, and have noticed me jaw muscles have gotten bigger. I don't recommend this though because my jaw is starting to hurt a lot lately. Lastly, FACIAL YOGA EXERCISES. Just started them 2 weeks ago. Can feel my face is tighter. Everyone should do these. Takes 5 minutes a day and if you make it a habit, it will keep keep your face tight as you age.

Dude your the fucking man! Probably my favorite lay report on the site! Its funny how all the bad bitchs in high school are losers now haha