TOPIC: finally taking care of AA

Day 2
What I did:
- Signed the petition.
- I was going to do a vlog but I don't have a webcam yet and I don't know how the whole process of uploading a video to youtube works and then having it appear here. If anyone can help explain any of that it would be greatly appreciated. I'm also worried that someone will be able to find the video outside of the community but I think I'll give it a shot anyway.

Dude I recommend do the VLOG. Just watching your self talk on webcam is a life changing experience. You can set the video to private and only you and people you link the video to will see it. How it works is the LINK of the video is stored on a server(computer) somewhere in malasia. That direct link is only accesible by people who know the direct address to it because if just ONE didgit of the link is different then its a different video.  You go to youtube, click record video. Very easy stuff, go to walmart tomorrow, approach, and buy 10$ webcam.

WORTH IT BROSKI!!

Thanks Bro! I'll get one today and try it out. I never liked listening to myself on a recording before so I know it's going to be super awkward.

Day 3
What I did:

- I don't like online dating because I've tried it in the past and was only able to get laid twice from it but it was just way too much work. Too much sifting through unattractive girls and then most of the girls I was able to meet up with were not attractive in person anyway! Not to mention all the messaging I had to do and it was just too damn difficult to get the girls to actually meet up even when they seemed interested, gave me their number, etc... I'm going to try it with Rooster's format though.

- So I created these new profiles:
http://www.okcupid.com/profile/error_in_matrix?cf=regular
http://www.pof.com/viewprofile.aspx?profile_id=53720638

-Messaged almost every attractive girl in my area on both sites and only got one response. I did end up getting her number pretty fast though after a few messages back and forth almost an exact replica of the example on Rooster's guide. So I'll call her later today or tomorrow even though I really don't feel like fucking with the online dating thing any more and just want to go out and approach girls if I can get myself to do it tomorrow.

Day 4

Completed day three yesterday but I didn't have enough time to write it up yesterday. The first place I went was Target and I asked 3 girls for the time there. One girl was attractive but the other two looked attractive until I went up and approached them. One hot girl came out from the aisle and I hesitated and couldn't get myself to ask her. Also When I was about to ask two decent looking girls for the time they started talking to each other so I fucked up and didn't ask them. I should have interrupted but it was too much for me right now I guess.

After target I went to a Marshals and couldn't find any hot girls there so I went home and had lunch. After that I went to the small mall in my city and asked one hot girl. Then I saw another hot girl but when I was about to ask her she started talking to her friend. Once again I fucked up and couldn't ask her because of that. There just aren't enough hot girls out there for me to blow my opportunities. I couldn't find any more hot girls after that so I went to Walmart. No luck there... Tried another target and couldn't find anyone except a group of of people with like two or three hot girls in it and a few guys but it was too intimidating so I couldn't do it. I did find another girl though and asked her. She ended up being there with her mother who I had just walked past so that was kinda weird but they were totally cool about it and both of them gave me the time like it was perfectly normal for me to do that. So that was it, all five complete.

It just seems weird to me to walk past all these unattractive people to ask the one hot girl what time it is and I'm sure some people have to notice that but no one acting like it was out of the ordinary. So I'm going to go out and do day four now.

Day 5

-Ok day 5 went a lot better than day 4. I tried to do day 5 yesterday and the day before but I was only able to find 1 hot girl to ask on each day. Then when I saw like 1 or 2 other hot girls on those days I psyched myself out somehow. It just seemed too weird of situations to ask and the hot girls were so few and far between. I never realized how unattractive most girls are till I started doing these drills.

- But today I went to the small college in my area and their were hot girls everywhere so it was no longer an issue. I did the first set pretty relaxed and easy. Then I went in the cafeteria and got a cup of coffeee. Finally I went back out and did the 2nd set a lot faster and more aggressive. I even ended up asking two extra girls for the time because they crossed my path on my way back to my car.

- All in all it was a virtually perfect day and place to do drills. I realized that the small community college is going to be the best place for me to do most of these drills. I'll probably mix it in with going to the mall but I don't think their are any other places that are going to have enough hot girls to do the drills on. The only issue with the small college is that most of the girls are really younger than I want but it's not a big deal I guess.

Day 6

It took me a little over 4 hours but I was finally able to complete all the drills. I waited till to late in the day and their weren't very many girls at the community college so I walked to the mall. Not much luck there either so I went back to the college and then to the grocery store and a few other places. I'm not sure where the best places to find girls are but it seems like there just aren't that many anywhere. I also blew a few opportunities when two girls were sitting down and when there were groups of people walking by. I'll try to go out earlier tomorrow and get it knocked out faster. Also, the mall is really a lot more difficult for me for some reason. I think because it seems kinda loud in there.

Day 7

Ok today was a lot faster. I followed the first girl I saw into a department store and asked her for the time. Then I walked around completing the drills at the mall. One of the first girls I stopped to ask all three of the questions after I thanked her I noticed some guy working at one of the Kiosk's was watching like he though I was trying to pick her up or get her number or something so that was real embarrassing. I tried to do the rest of the drills out of site from him but the mall really isn't that big and I must have done about five or six laps around both floors. Anyway total time was probably about 2 hours.

Day 8

-I completed day 8 yesterday and plan to do day 9 today.

-Yesterday I went to a mall I've never been to before in a rich neighborhood to do the drills. This was the most anxious I've been doing these and some of the people I asked were kinda rude but I did my part. When one of the girls said she hadn't been to the place I asked about I still asked her if she liked it and we both laughed a little.

Day 9

- Day 9 was a real challenge. I tried to do it two days ago but I couldn't finish the last two reps. I also missed a lot of opportunities to ask hot girls. I was just too nervous the entire day and it never got any better so I finnally had to just go home. I took yesterday off completely as well.

- So today I went to the college and asked the first girl I saw for the time. Then I asked a few more girls before I started getting nervous and self conscience again. So I went to the mall to finish it. I was surprised at how many hot girls were at the mall today and most of the girls I ran the drill on were hot. Still I was a lot more nervous than I had been for previous days and I was only able to approach girls when there weren't many people around. It seemed a lot weirder for me to ask a girl if she had eaten somewhere and then when she said yes to just leave but I completed it. It seems like my anxiety is getting worse though for some reason even though I know I'm making some progress because I would never even be able to push through this in the beginning.

Good job man!

Push through it, the anxiety is the worst part of the entire situation.  The anxiety stays up to just the second before you open your mouth to talk, then begins right after you break the connection.

As a 22 yr old that started this and is on day 12, the anxiety doesn't go away just yet. I went on a date today and the drive there. oh boy.

Thanks. I know what you mean. I don't really have much anxiety going on dates with girls I already know anymore but I sure used to. For me the worst part is just going up to a random girl I don't know and asking her for the time.

Day 10

It's been too long since I completed a day of drills but hopefully this will be the only time I take such a long break. I've been feeling dizzy, my anxiety was too bad, and I've been tired and too lazy lately. Although, I did try to do the drills twice before but both times I could only ask the first girl for the time when my anxiety would just get too severe.

Today was different though. I didn't really feel any anxiety today and I knocked the drill out pretty quickly considering the first two places I went only had a few girls and they were too far between. So I ended up finishing the last six girls at safeway which was weird because after I asked a couple of girls the questions I still kept seeing them again around the store as I was looking for more girls to talk too.

Overall today went pretty good and I'm glad to pick up where I left off.

Oh Yeah and I also talked to a lot of hot girls today even when they seemed like they were really in a hurry. One girl was even on her phone talking to someone when I asked her for the time and this is the first time I've ever been able to ask a girl while she was on the phone. She was like "no, Oh wait" and then checked her phone and told me. It was pretty funny.