TOPIC: I continiue the AA Program after quitting it in 2016

Here we go my loser community...
So i basically started the AA Program back in 2016 but quit because of several reasons. (One of the reasons that i was afraid of the Day 14 drill).
At that time i was 26 and very fragile, listen to rap 24/7 and had a horrible relationship with my parents.
Thankfully that all went out to the positive.
Now... i am almost 32 and decided to continiue with the AA Program. I did many cold approaches after dicontiniueing AA Progam. I asked so many girls for their numbers... Man...No success whatsoever. I i am still a loser overall when it comes to success with woman. In all honestly.
It must be something with my city which i hate to the ground.
Ok enough of that depressing suicical talk, lets move to something very suprising and uplifting Topic.
Because Today i started with the AA program and successfully got my 20 High Fives!

Day 14:
I sat myself in the Bus, and drove to the citiy. I had my own monolouge beneath my mask, so nobody could really listen. I was talking to the poeple in the bus and outside the bus, but apparently nobody could hear, cause i was whispering.
I jumped out of the Bus made myself tall and walked up to a group of Girls and asked for High fives. They had been all sitting. With success. They gave me and my drill started with 3 High fives in a row. I think it is easier to do it with groups cause girls feel more safe in a group.

I got all High fives went fine except the last one of the first set. I was already running away from the area i successfully got the High 5's ;maybe a flight reaction.) I then i remembered myself to calm (my ego) down. Then I got my last high five and went to Mc donalds to do a break and pee. Lol.
Starting with the next set of 10 High fives i kinda got butthurt after getting a few rejections, but then a woman helped me out. Definitely used a technique which helped. I always Stoped them and asked them, if they are up for a high five. It not as it intended to be, but noone is ever in the mood or avaible to give me direct high fives (if you know what i mean; i always have to stop them first and make a small dialouge). People are so off nowdays, and noone is in the mood i guess.
Some girls asked why i would ask for a high Five, but then thankfully gave me one.
Many gurls said, that they don't because of Corona.
One girl I asked, she was like, no, it is too cold,(her hands might start to freeze) and i started asking questions and got a bit flirty which we should not to during drills. So i told her to have a nice homeway and left her. That was my last rejection
Then I successfully did the drills, and afterwards went to the supermarket to buy remarkable to remember this day. It becamame a San Pelegrino.

Now you might think all good, but in the Supermarket something so typical happend again to me.
I wanted to do cold approaches after gaining that social momentum, as you might understand. But that was not such a great idea, or was it, i dont' regret it, but still it was kinda frustrating to me .
Specially then, when a chick does not exchange numbers with me.
So i was in the Supermarket and a chick with hot leggs went by and i was having a hard time keeping my adrenaline under control, so she slipped by. Different girl comes after her and i ask her if she knew, that this supermarked had organic coffee to offer ( just an excuse to make smalltalk, as we directly stood next to the coffe area).
She replied friendly ( she was a cute Asian).
I asked her for her Name also shook her hand.... and everything went fine... Until i asked her for her number. But then she had to walk away, cause one friend of hers, was waiting.
I guess she was just not available, but she happy doing smalltalk with me.
Or it is the curse of the City...

If you ask me , if i had anxiety today, i would say pretty much no. I got nervous from time to time, but i never ever had thought, that it would that smoothly as it did today (including rejections). It was a very big suprise to be honest and the reason i wanted to share it into my AA Blog.

I am looking for Day 15. God bless and do healthy things guys.

I feel like you should have completely restarted the Program after quitting for so long.

Also where are you? It’s been 9 days! I know you didn’t quit again, come back!

Oh yea, and good work on completing day 14, I’m at day 8 now.