TOPIC: Day 28 journal

Past week only did 2 girls. My goal is to now do a girl a day as I also do my other program.

Update
Ok so I have been slacking big time and tbh I have no excuse other than im trying to do my other program which is 75 hard but thats going to finish this friday and ill be back doing the drills. So far I have only done 1 girl last saturday and it literally took me over 2 hours just to do it. I went to the mall for about an hour and nothing, than I went to few stores nearby and couldnt get myself to do it. Than finally I went to a Giant super market and found a employee all the way in the back of the store where it was more quite and forced myself to do it and flex for 5 seconds and right after I caught myself using filler words and asking her which aisle is the beach at? I know that was coming from a place of trying to avoid the weirdness of just walking away after saying the lines but nonetheless ive been off the program and will continue this saturday

Update
Im currently still on day 27 but since I have been off my game and dealing with family problems and working on a project, I currently for now am going out 4 days a week (days im off from work) and asking 5 girls for the time. Either that or continue with day 27 and do atleast 2 girls. This is just so I dont fall off and keep the momentum going that way im consistent. This is the plan for now and will update you guys on this journey

Hey guys
So I was able to finish the remaining sets and reps finally, I just finished my last girl at a walmart, I went upto a group of 3 girls prob in (middle school) and went from the back next to the aisle and tapped one of the girls and went on with the line, they just told me that it was all the way in the back and one of the girls started recording and asked if I was flexing and I just told them yea and left, I was walking around because I felt that was to easy and wanted to do atleast another girl, so I come across them again and they started shouting did you find the beach and I said no and they kept pointing towards the back of the store and I told them ok Ill go after. One of the girls was on a phone with a boy on facetime and she pointed the camera towards me saying thats the boy and I was like yeah so wheres the beach?But the chubbier girl in the group got mad and started cursing at me saying if that was a fat joke im going to smack the shit out of you right here. I told her no that wasnt the purpose and her friends were just being annoying and saying ok what are doing now than? I was just trying to get them off by saying im buying stuff and eventually they left. Im not gonna lie my ego did get bruised a lil lol and so many thougths were coming in my mind like what if that video goes viral? that walmart was also about 10 min away from my house and near a gym I goto so I was scared off that but as I was driving home I was telling myself this is week 4 'funny man week' and also girls that have bad reactions have emotional problems which was true considering the girl was chubby and that she even thought that showed me her insecurities.

youre a dumbass for doing that man. drop the shitty AA program and ask real girls (who are at the age of consent) to hang out.

Day 28

So I was able to finish day 28 a few days ago but im honestly not satisfied with it. Since Im able to full on focus and give the program the proper attention that it needs im going to take a break and work on my family/emotional issues which I feel has been taking a huge toll on me and the program especially. Thats why I have really been off after the day 27 and also I feel that theres a huge mental barrier that I need to get over. Ill update you guys when I am back

Adios