TOPIC: Goodbye AA Program - From Yours Truly

Man I don't know what's going on but my confidence has Taken a hit. Doubts are creeping in so fucking hard. I went to do drills and I am doing them so fucking WEAK like I have no idea what's going on.
I'm gonna have to do the daddy day again. I either must not be happy with how that day went and it's bothering me or some other bullshit.
I think the strangest shit is that I am so fucking anxious when hot/cute girls check me out. And thee were a ton of those girls out. Strangely enough I am not scared to go out to touch them. It's everything else that is fucking with me.

Hmm.. I wanna help you but I have no idea...
-are you sleeping enough?
-maybe you need to jerk off? I hear that it relieves stress
-why not go to less crowded places first, and take the drill to a more crowded place like a mall, after you did a few reps and you memorized it
-maybe you are taking some drugs/mood enhancers and you are in withdrawal?
-oow, maybe this will help.. before leaving home to do the drills, do a few exercises, like push-ups, bicep curls, pull-ups, etc, until failure, try that; do around 5-6 sets until failure on each set

Im sleeping good. I haven't taken any mood enhancers for any of these drills. Maybe your on to something with that crowded idea though.
I think it has part to do with stressing about money. That's been on my mind almost as much as this AA

yea super crowded areas can be tough. btw, I found this advice from rouseau that made the "whos your daddy?" drill a shit ton easier. Before you start the drill, just go up to the girl and ask "hey hows it going?", she'll respond, she'll probably ask how you are doing, THEN start the drill. Also, use a a normal voice if you havent been doing that yet

I'm definitely gonna try that next time I'm out. Crowded places are tough but looking back I've done crowded places. Honestly, it's money that I'm worried about. I'm selling shit right now that I own to stay afloat all cause of some bullshit that happened over the past two weeks.

slickbackhair wrote: I'm definitely gonna try that next time I'm out. Crowded places are tough but looking back I've done crowded places. Honestly, it's money that I'm worried about. I'm selling shit right now that I own to stay afloat all cause of some bullshit that happened over the past two weeks.

Yea money is one of those bullshit things we can't really do too much about. I hope chris brings out his guide for side gigs soon. Must be hard in America with illegals. In Australia if I'm strapped for cash I can just be a removalist for a day and make $100.

All right. So I'm gonna have some fun today. I slept on it and just thought "how have my past two days gone?" I haven't been having fun. The first half of week 4 I was having fun, right now I am not.

Steph Curry last year in the playoffs was struggling. What did he do? Andre Iguadola invited him out to a beer and play some golf.

So that's my goal for today. No drills. Just some good wholesome fun today.

I'll let y'all know how it goes.

DAY 26 DADDY REPEAT

I got it. I finally got a performance I am satisfied with. FUCK YEAH!!! Oh man. This was tough for two main reasons. One I didn't find the whole thing really funny and two it reminded me of acting like a funny man back in college.

I finally put it in my head that this is me fucking with them and that's it. I'm not gonna lie this drill really brought out the "I hope she finds it funny" out of me. ugh disgusting. Shit reminds me of college way too much.

Back to the drill, some girls tried taking me off track if not all but I stuck to the gameplan. I smiled a lot to get this drill done. I smiled like I was talking to a 2 year old silly cute baby. I got it done. I got checked out a lot too which made me happy. I did a little experiment of my own of smiling to girls who gave me eye contact they usually smiled or get shy.

I warmed up to do these I had hey whats up, high fives and one girl I chased down to grab her arm and tell her she had the most beautiful walk I've seen today. That ass was swaying and I wasn't playing you know what I mean? lol

Something funny/weird is that I didn't feel much anxiety from doing that but the first drill of who's your daddy I was tripping. After that though, it was just a matter of time till I did all of them.

I'm so proud to have gotten this done, especially since tomorrow I'm working all day.

Fuck yes.

Hey man, congrats!
If you don't have dates from online dating, my advice is to approach a few girls. Yeah, Chris told you it's not a good idea, but why the hell not? I also approached a few girls even before week 3, or around week 3. I was weak . I didn't gey any phone numbers, but maybe you are better than how I was at that stage.
Compliment (sexual: "you're cute" or non-sexual: "I like your shoes"), small talk, when you don't know what to say anymore ask for her phone number. Repeat until you get a phone number. Then, 5 minutes after you leave, text her "It was nice talking to you.. I'm (name). This is my number"

Good shit bro, give yo self a pat on the back

@ Excalibur. Thanks brah. Imma just stick to the program for now. Those random moments of going up to the girl and saying she is beautiful is just that random as hell. lol. That and I mean it.

@ Jstone. For real man. Thanks brah.

DAY 27 BEACH TIME
Man! It feels good to write the next day. Fuck you day 26 lmao. All jokes aside I greatly appreciate that day.

Today I only did about half the drills. I was just so damn happy to be doing something else. Yeah daddy block was definitely that I didn't find this funny because seeing girls flustered on how to get to the beach was great. I was at the mall.

I did half the drills. Where I was at was dead but I made my rounds. I approached the first girl I saw which always feels so damn good. There was one girl I saw who I didn't approach and then went after her. I went around the whole mall to find her which was crazy. I was so pissed that I didn't approach her. I legit punched a wall out of frustration.

I found her and her friend sitting down. I sat down and started talking with them. I didn't do the drill. Instead, I found myself doing the rambling drill. It was similar to the "where's the cellphone store, what cellphone you have" style. I just needed to do this.

I'm glad I did. She may have had a fine ass and cute face, but this girl was boring AF! She just didn't know what to say at all without leaning on her friend for an answer. I was losing my boner out of boredom.

I guess that's what chris means by some girls just don't really have social skills even if they are cute. How's that for a lesson in first hand experience? I know that had nothing to do with the drill but I am pretty fucking proud in the fact I did what I wanted to do which was to find that one girl and see what kind of chick was she.

Tomorrow I will be doing the other half of this drill. Take care fellas. When in doubt, go approach.