TOPIC: Goodbye AA Program - From Yours Truly

Nice man. Movies was a good day for me as well. But the cell phone one took me a while to complete, it just feels weird stacking so many questions. You seem to have less anxiety than I. At the point I am now, I feel comfortable trying to small talk with people around me provided I feel I have something interesting to say. I can look at every woman walking past me and smile. But you had balls to compliment a pretty lady and small talk for a bit. I think I'm going to try that, I think it's certainly less weird than reciting the ABC's to women. lmao.

Lmao. Yeah it probably is less weird than the ABCs. At least your killing it tho!

We just gotta keep grinding, then all this hard work will pay off.

yea dudes cell phone drill was an absolute bitch for me to do way back in november. I remember when I finally completed it though that i felt like i was on cloud 9. it was a hard drill for me lol, but a very good memory now

shit man but you killed it and now you are killing it with a black eye!

DAY 12 CANDLES

What up my fellow soldiers in AA?

I annihilated this drill today. Quick notes. There was a moment were things were going south in my performance. There were three of the most hottest girls I've seen all week, total package, body, face, pro make up shit, eyes, hair, clothes, lack of clothes, I'm getting a chub remembering it.

Anyways, they each had the cold bitch face I'm sure many of you are aware of. That being said, these kind of girls total hot babes, still make my heart race and make me think "I hope she likes me." Funny thing happened tho. After it happened with the second girl, I saw her and went all goo goo gaa gaa. I said "Wait up! This is not about them. My mind is thinking bitchy face = i hope she likes me. THAT SHIT DON'T MATTER."

So The first two that I let go, I had to pay that one back. The next one I saw the last total ten babe of the three, I went up to her and did the drill. Yo my heart was pounding, I felt myself getting hot. I'm definitely going to keep approaching these "untouchable" girls. By the way, she had a real negative attitude which is a big no no for me personally. She must not have a romantic dinner going on.

Most girls I went up to were cute, beautiful, and the one HOT. The very first girl I approached, I remember saying I;m going to check out this..., WAIT HOLD UP. GET YOUR ASS IN THERE. FUCKS THE MATTER WITH YOU. The rest is history.

Another positive, the place I went to do the drills at today was a place where I went last week and did no drills. Today I did more than half, no laps around the place and was in and out.

One girl stood out, she was so fucking cute. An 8. Shy, she didn't know what to say or how to talk, like tripping on her words. That's when it hit me, this girl really fucking digs me and I just told her "I have a girlfriend" On the other side, now I know how hot girls feel when guys trip on themselves trying to talk to her. She was really trying to keep it together. I just wanted to grab her and take her home with me.

Overall, I did a fucking bang up job. But that girl, She'll haunt my dreams tonight. I can't wait till I'm up to week 7 and 8 and do these hard core drills. till then.

Keep killing fam. There is only one way to go.

PS: By the way the really cute girl, she saw me and turned away from me like did a whole 180. After the experience with that hot girl with that cold face, I realized my performance was the only thing that mattered. I write this to remind myself especially whenever I just need to look back at these kind of days.

Slickback out

PSS: I also upped the ante for today and went into all women clothing stores to make this drill just a bit harder and more fun. Cheers!

I'm slowly going into a "I don't give a fuck" mode. With that said, from what I experienced I can say that the hot ones gave me very good responses, up-front, with a smile, with minimal shiness. The more average looking ones gave me good responses also but I had to work a little (they were shy; I had to repeat the question and/or say it slowly). This is not 100% all the time like this. Maybe around 70-80%. Sometimes any girl (hot, average, ugly) would give me a black stare, no reply but they eyes were saying "leave me alone".
Great job by the way. Especially that last part. It wasn't easy. But if you don't think about it too much you don't care and you just do it.

DAY 13 WINE

DID NOT GO OUT TODAY. So, I totally fucked up my morning routine which made me fall behind on work for the rest of the day.

Big big no no. I definitely learned that I cannot do that again, as it messed up my flow.

Good news though, I will be going out tomorrow and knocking out two days worth of drills. As of right now, I'm going to go to my local pizzeria, talk with whoever is there and have a chill time and then get back to work.

FUCK.

@slickbackhair I'm on the same boat. I got out from work later than usual today, and I drank a couple of beers when I got home, I just knocked out right after and didn't want to drive. It's good to take a day off though sometimes, I think doing the drills are pretty mentally fatiguing.

@Johnny620, I'm starting to feel that way as well. I'm starting to feel much less anxiety doing drills that aren't blatantly strange, but the abcs, and gay voice really stretched my comfort zone. How was the abcs for you first time? Don't get me wrong, I'll still hesitate going up to certain girls.

@ready2mingle
The ABCs for me the first time-I was feeling like a retard. But the following day it was easier. By the end of the last rep I was just like "let's just finish this fucking drill".
The hardest drills are really the best. They take away a lot of the anxiety.

DAY 13 WINE

I did awesome. It went awesome.

I chased down two girls to find out about the wine, ignored me at first, gave me the answers after.

One spanish women I stopped, so damn sexy with her accent, got mad I stopped her about the drill instead of stopping her because she was gorgeous.

How do I know this? She kept looking at my lips. She was doing that shit on purpose cause she knew it would make me hard. I give her an A+ for performance. lmao.

Overall, this was a fun drill to do nothing crazy. Nothing too out of the ordinary. I had my fun.

DAY 14 HIGH FIVE!

Holy shit, this drill was a bitch. and it was not for lack of trying!

I got "rejected" more times than I could count on my hands and feet. So many girls that were out today were with their parents or boyfriends. Shit was annoying. The other half, had their phones in their hand, shopping bags and whole bunch of other useless crap.

I almost left when I was on hi five 13. I was right at the curb when I stopped and turned around to look at the mall. I thought to myself "this is a defining moment of adversity. Am I going to quit and go home or am I going to do the damn drilll?" After a short moment I sucked up all that frustration put a smile on my face and became demanding. Real fucking demanding. I said "Hey give me a high five" with a fire in my eyes that said "bitch you better give me this high five, if not you are really lame"

My performance was top notch. I did not quit. I stuck with it and approached an absurd number of women just to get to 20 high fives. After I got one extra bonus high five outside the mall with a couple more "rejections.":

Whenever I'm having a tough day in AA, I will remember this day. The day I made hi fives my bitch.

PS: I think this happened because girls wanted more from me than a high five. They wanted the D. They need to wait. I'm sure you guys can agree. PEACE OUT.

PSS: First ten took 42 minutes, Second Ten took 30 ish minutes.

Yea man, the high five drill was definitely a turning point for me too in this program, its one of those days that knocks out a lot of your anxiety. Nice work though. I really dont get how so many girls turned you down for a high five, that actually seems to happen to a lot of guys doing this program. I've only ever been rejected a handful of times, maybe its cuz i always seem friendly and have a big smile on face, definitely warms the interaction

@slickbackhair
Yea, the high five drill was hard for me also. But I will never forget the feeling, the courage I mustered up to make that first high-five attempt. It's better to attempt any first drill and fail than to avoid going to the girl. I will add that in my personal list of rules.