TOPIC: Goodbye AA Program - From Yours Truly

DAY 8

Not going out today. HUNGOVER AS FUCK.

Going to focus on how to stay positive throughout a whole day. Tomorrow I'm heading out to the city part of town.

Update*******

Since taking the day off from approaches, I went to take care of errands. While running errands, I found something funny happen.

I started having conversations with random people around me, running similar errands waiting in life, just joking around and having some good ol fashioned fun. I got a free donuts and gave my business card out to a stranger. I was thinking man I shouldn't it would be an inconvenience but then I said 'GET IN THERE, maybe you re the person they need." So what I mean to say is there is change I can see already, and if that's only from week 1, well then we all are cooking with gas and soon we will be playing with fire. (fire being that pussy)

PEACE OUT.

DAY 8 - COMPLETE AND DONE WITH STYLE

This day is in the books and I am rather proud of this day. I didn't quit until I got all the approaches with all the questions. I had plenty of "rejections" nasty attitudes and other shit like that but I just focused on my performance. Four girls were definitely beauties while most were cute.

I'm definitely going to stop fapping to see what will it do to my aggression level like in the form of going after the girl. I saw girls I wanted to go up to but I didn't because of (i got no fucking clue.) BUT! I didn't let the first girl go. I chased her down with a vengeance which definitely lead her to be creeped out LOL.

One girl I approached, I high fived and held her hand while I asked the time, wanted me to come back to her and complimented me on my style. I have no idea if she was being real or not (she was working those kiosks to sell shit) but it didn't matter as I left right after I did the drill.

If there is any pattern I notice is that I start killing it quickly as I got to drill 7 real fast but then I started caring about what these girls think about me, what if they don't like me, you know that usual song and dance. What happen next led to me really fighting to get the next couple of approaches. Got to 14 then it happen again. I fought tooth and nail for those last two. (Not actually tooth and nail but you get it.)

Overall quite proud because I got "embarrassed" as some of these girls just straight up ignored me in front of a bunch of people. Something about the negative reactions is that it only makes you more invincible and tougher. I started to laugh when these things happen. Silly girls.

DAY 9 - ANNIHILATED

I did day 8 and 9 consecutively. It was beautiful out and I wasn't going to get a chance tomorrow so I thought fuck it.

Since I already did day 8 earlier like thirty minutes earlier, I notice that I become way more picky about the girl I wanted to do the drill on. I wanted her to be hot or at least attractive to me.

I had the same bullshit happen as I got to drill 8, I started having those thoughts "I hope I'm not bothering her" or some other bullshit. This got me PISSED. I took a time out and told myself stop being such a fucking pussy. Go do your damn drill, talk to whatever girl you please and don't stop. You have already gotten some "negative" reactions so who gives 2 fucks, you are still alive.

That short rant proved to be everything I needed to here to finish the rest of the drills. I ended knocking out the rest in less than half an hour. Two girls blatantly ignored me, finally realized I was talking to them and had no idea what the fuck to do. Seriously, the deer in headlights look was funny as hell. I kept doing the drill with these confused creatures and when I was done I said "you guys are weird."

If that's what it is like when you stop caring whether they like you and to see if they're cool or not, then this is what I have been missing my entire life.

I got a shit ton of negative reactions too but I only smile and laughed. Just do the drill folks. No need to be a superhero.

PS: and yes I did meet a girl who didn;t go to the restaurant and I asked her if she liked it. She is still confused to this moment.

Haha. Awesome. 'You guys are weird!' I think I had one like that one time. As I walked away I said under my breath, but loud enough for them to hear, "Why are you such a bitch".

And the kiosk girls lol. I go up to them sometimes to do drills and I do the drill on them. Then they try to sell me shit, and I'm like, sorry, I don't have time. A couple days ago, I was doing Day 16, this kiosk girl approached me to come to see what she's selling, I said politely, no thank you, she kind of followed me, I was feeling irritated, then she just looked at me like I'm an asshole for rejecting her. That kind of stuff puts things into perspective for me, that's how the girls I do drills on must feel sometimes, and I damn well understand the frustration the kiosk girl must have felt.

Fuck yea! Your progress is inspiring, keep it up.

Thanks transform! I hope everything is good with you. We are awaiting your return!

Ready2mingle, yeah kiosk girls are funny but if anything they are a great help as they stand still. Makes it easy to find some cute girls for certain drills. Don't let the sour grapes worsen your mood. Just put a smile on your face because you are doing something millions of guys just dream of doing. Kill it dawg!

DAY 10 - MOVIES

I wasn't very anxious about this drill. In fact, I was really happy to do this drill. It was the best one of all. I think that not masturbating or watching porn really amped my desire to do these drills.

Why do I say this?

One girl I approach, (working girl) I asked her whatever I was asking her but I circled her like a shark and could not staring at DAT ASS. But it was a healthy stare. Not the kind of porn stares where you are all frustrated and shit but seeing the girl for how she is.

That and I'm working on staying positive every day, looking at where I improve and what I did great. There's no point on focusing on the bad as it doesn't help me. If it was in my control, then I will do better but if it isn't like these girls reactions to me than whatever. One girl blatantly ignored me in front of five people today. I just smiled and looked at everyone. In my mind, I said "None of you would have the balls to do what I am going to do. So you guys can suck my hairy nuts."

Overall, the drills went off easy. I'm starting to get use to getting in there and moving my feet and mouth. I went off topic alot several times and had some other discussions with some male clerks about where to find some pussy in the area. (No joke. lol)

I'm looking forward to getting better.

As always, I hope you guys have killed it today or in the least just focus you did something better than yesterday. Even if it was just one, you are actually going up to girls to talk to them. If that ain't a step in the right direction, I don't know what is.

Peace out.

Great man, keep going!
As for masturbating too much. My personal belief is that, yes, doing it more seldomly helps with motivation but you don't need that to be the driving force to do this program. The driving force should be just simply the desire to be able, after finishing this program, to approach any girl.

It may not be the driving force. But it sure as fuck helps me to do the damn drill. Different strokes for different folks lol.

DAY 11 (LEVEL 2) Cell Phones

OK. THIS DRILL WAS HARD.

But not for the reasons you think. The going up to girls wasn't the hard part (I chased down some girls, and some other girls I let slip away.) It was the questions. I kept forgetting the stack and what question I was on.

Like at one point I asked the time, where do they sell cell phones and then what phone you have and do you like it? That was my first drill. I totally blanked and forgot how the drill went. This happened again and again and again today. So I ended up doing more than I was suppose to. I don't know if this made it harder or not but I did all 20 girls (the drill I mean, not fuck them lol)

Overall, it was interesting to see the reactions of them. Alot of girls don't know how to talk, or maybe I just kept finding girls with not so high social skills? Some were cool and told me everything. Several were very standoff ish, in front of a bunch of people. I like this. The biggest reason why I liked it was because I didn't feel anything different.

The second to last girls (group of two) was giving me the business as in "why are you making small talk?" "did you really need the time?" giving me some real ice cold glares. I looked her and crazy enough the audio for today popped in to my head where Chris said some girls are straight up not available as one girl "why do you want to know this shit" I just smiled and said "Yeah I did." As I walked away, I thought to myself "This is what it feels like to actually think and believe, wow you were a really lame chick. You couldn't even make small talk without getting upset. What a waste."

Now I know it may seem like I am focusing on girls reactions and maybe I am but there is a reason. If anyone reads, it's for them to know, that you don't know what these girls are going to do. I just felt really damn proud for doing the drill and when one gets crazy and acts like a little brat I just think less of them. And seeing myself think like that is really cool. I hope everyone who does this stuff gets to have little moments like these. If you do, please tell me about it. It would be really cool.

All right last but not least, most importantly I did one more bonus approach. I saw some girl who had a really fine ass and was straight beautiful, I'm talking coca cola bottle shape. I ran up to catch up to her (saw her from a distance) and just straight up told her I thought she was a classic beauty. We ended up small talking, not really amounting too much. BUT I didn't feel much anxiety going up to her. In fact, All I heard or felt was "GET IN THERE!!!" So that was really cool.

I hope y'all killed it today. Day by day this bitch is going to die. And I am going to love every damn second of it.

Well, I for one am impressed by that last part. What happened, as I see it, can only be a sign of progress that you had the balls to do that.

True that dog. Hope it's all going well with you.

DAY 12 - I didn't do jack shit today.'

Honestly, I rewarded myself today. I had been doing good work on many different fronts and wanted to give myself a prize. So me and my brother got ripped and laughed the whole day.

Tomorrow is mine.

How did it go for you guys today.