TOPIC: Chomping the Bit to beat AA

Really struggling on day 39. Tried again on 11/25... maybe hit 3 drills fuck

Going again today.

11/28 - Day 39 (No more Mr Nice guy)

Ok I did 18 drills today

Pretty pissed with my low number of reps. I need to step it up despite the lack of sleep and hangover

But on the bright side I finally started introducing myself to girls (with my real name lol).

I did talk to at least 4 really hot girls today. One I could have definitely had in the bag if I was doing real approaches strong eye contact, receptive. I am getting a little better at executing on girls giving me eye contact.... which is going to yield the highest returns. I still need to work on approaching girls in groups and with their families. I have done this before on occasion, but I am not a comfortable as with girls who are alone.

Anyway... hooking up with a really hot girl really helps things. I definitely agree with Chris about getting fuckbuddies to help your outcome dependance.

11/29- Date... No drills... Kinda pissed at myself cause I should have done drills before the date.

11/30 - Day 39 (No more Mr Nice guy)

Mondays suck at the mall. Even in holiday season. Only hit 6 or 7 girls. Only 2 were actually cute imo.

I fucking pussied out two times with two perfect setups. Exactly what I need work on. 2 setups of 2 girls each. Hot blonde girls. They were out of the way so walking up wouldn't be inconspicuous. Disappointed in myself.

On a lighter note, one of the cute girls (maybe in her 30s lol) said "youre cute too" Damn, thats the first time thats ever happened while doing these drills. The last girl was a cute blonde and she looked at me funny and said "you just did that to me last night". I said "what? me? really?" And she said, "yea I was here last night." Doesn't make sense cause I took yesterday off lol. So either she means on saturday (probably the case), or some other GLL guy is doing the same drills at the same mall as I am.

Anyway I have only recognized one of the girls that I did drills on before. Almost did it a second time, but pussied out. I need to finish this program up.


On another note, I met this girl recently and have hooked up w her a couple times. I'm taking a second to look back at the reason I started this whole crazy program, and I don't even know if I really want to just fuck hundreds of girls. I know I could do it if I line my logistics up, but damn I kind of feel like I want a girlfriend after reading Hunk's post about being disliked by a lot of people and having girls not really give a shit about him.

Regardless, I will beat AA

Hey dude, don't fucking quit! I'm like you: what I'm really after is an awesome, hot girlfriend I can fuck over and over and over. That's the cheese at the end of this tunnel. But after the experiences I've had with hot girls in the past, I know that I can't handle them unless I know I can Get Laid. You're close to Day 46. It's a great feeling to be on the other side of it.

Also, it's the way I feel when I lose a girl that really reminds me why I'm doing this.

Even if you never end up using these skills to bang lots and lots of girls, you'll still want to be able to walk up to the hottest girl in the bar (or mall) and give it a shot. For me personally, I've also noticed it's made me more aggressive and quick to escalate with girls I'm on dates with.

sweatervest wrote: Hey dude, don't fucking quit! I'm like you: what I'm really after is an awesome, hot girlfriend I can fuck over and over and over. That's the cheese at the end of this tunnel. But after the experiences I've had with hot girls in the past, I know that I can't handle them unless I know I can Get Laid. You're close to Day 46. It's a great feeling to be on the other side of it.

Also, it's the way I feel when I lose a girl that really reminds me why I'm doing this.

Even if you never end up using these skills to bang lots and lots of girls, you'll still want to be able to walk up to the hottest girl in the bar (or mall) and give it a shot. For me personally, I've also noticed it's made me more aggressive and quick to escalate with girls I'm on dates with.

I appreciate it. Yea I definitely notice I've been more aggressive... definitely a positive result of this program.

Today (12/2) Day 39- Did only 12 drills


I did this on a couple cute girls, and 2 hot girls at the end. The last girl I saw before I left the mall was really hot, tall blonde standing with her friend, both smoking cigs. I pussied out like a bitch cause there were people standing around. I need to be a man

Ive been doing this same day for 2 MOTHERFUCKING WEEKS. I recently was involved in a pretty shitty "life incident" (100% my fault cause I'm an inattentive idiot) which will cost me a lot of time, money, and stress. On top of that I'm developing a oneitis with this last girl I hooked up with. Oneitis really fucked me in college as I would literally just daydream about even kissing girls, which made me fear them and therefore be a pussy and not gain any real experience with other girls, despite the fact that I looked good.

On the bright side, a lot of popular guys in old popular social circles I wasn't really in on were really jelly of my pull the other night. It's progress, and exposure therapy in itself, even if I never see her again.

Promise me you won't get bitch out the next time you see an opportunity that makes you want to run. You got this, bro. The more you do it the better you get. Keep strong.

PinchePendejo wrote: Promise me you won't get bitch out the next time you see an opportunity that makes you want to run. You got this, bro. The more you do it the better you get. Keep strong.

I fucking promise. Today got out of work way too late. Tomorrow will be nice and crowded... gonna hit these drills HARD this weekend.

Didn't get to the mall till much later than I wanted to today. I hit 6 day 39 drills total.

Did the drills on some really hot girls, but fuck I'm really pissed about pussying around this fucking day. People were thinning, but also I was being pretty picky I feel really weird doing these drills on below average and even average girls. The one good thing about these drills Is that I'm really capitalizing on eye contact. I feel like that's what Ill be doing for real, so might as well train how you fight.

12/5- Day 39- I hit 13 of these drills 10 of which were the more advanced (youre cute+indroduce yourself) drills.

The good thing about this day was that I really did it on some more advanced situations (aka when the girl isnt just alone), like with friends, with guys, whatever.

Since Day 39 beat my ass so much, I will NOT move on until I hit at least a full 2 sets (20 girls) in one day before I move on. 10 girls with "hey wait, youre cute" and another 10 with the introduction.


Looking back on today I think Ive completed at least 60 or so reps instead of the prescribed 40 girls, but since I spread it out so much, I don't really see it as a really positive thing.

EDIT: 69 girls to be exact as of this day

12/8 Day 39

Today I achieved my goal of hitting 2 full sets of day 39.

10 Girls- 1 set: "Hey wait a second youre cute"
10 Girls- 2nd set: "Hey wait a second youre cute"+ introduction

I had a function after work where there was alcohol. I wasn't drunk, but I had a few beers in me. I am not perfectly satisfied with my achievements due to being slightly under the influence. On the bright side, I normally cant do this type of stuff even when I'm hammered drunk.

More on the details of today:

I approached a couple REALLY attractive girls;however most were just above average. Some were unattainable blonde girls who I looked directly in the eyes as I did the drill. All of them said thanks. One of the blondes was pretty tall and gave me extended eye contact, probably intrigued by my behavior. Another was this chick I think I used to see at the gym. She looked a little shy, but said thanks. One of the girls introduced herself and extended her hand unprovoked, I shook it.... I think this is a drill in the future. I was wearing a new combo of clothes that made me look pretty good IMO. Jeans+ untucked tailored dress shirt.


I was listening to the JRE podcast today (skip to 18:30). Joe Rogan says that "99.9% of guys can't be around a really beautiful woman without being needy and you dont give a fuck. Most men when they're around a really beautiful girl, just panic even if there's no chance she'll fuck you.... your behavior alters and it gets weird"

That's why I'm here. I'm here to be that elite 0.1% guy who can do what other guys can't. I'm here cause I don't want to be a pussy around really hot girls. I'm here because I don't want to be needy, and I want to not give a fuck. I'm here because I am going to become a better man.



(his guest says really hot hookers are a good solution to this issue, but I kind of feel that is for pussies [maybe I'm wrong, and it does work], so I will achieve this the hard way, by going right fucking through it)

I will probably redo this day as I received some D- Cycloserine in the mail today and I am eager to add this substance to my AA program exposure therapy.

I will write a separate write up based on my experiences of that.

12/11 Day 39 Repeat (15 drills) + Day 40 (15 drills)

Ok so today I had a lot of rust I needed to break through for a variety of reasons.

I started off with day 39 to brush up and prep for day 40. Did the drills on some very attractive girls... missed a couple hot girls due to being a pussy. I REALLY need to stop this shit.

I went home, took some D-Cycloserine (described in my DCS log in this forum), and started up day 40 with some kratom. I had some pretty decent success, but I really need to start pushing myself so I am not scared to do these drills in front of other people (especially guys), and when girls are with other people.

Did these drills on some of the scariest hot girls (lot of blondes, some MILFS, etc), but I am still not satisfied with my efforts because I let a lot of really hot girls slip through my hands, and I didn't finish the drill. Taking DCS definitely motivated me to put myself into anxiety producing situations like in front of a group of guys, girls in a group, etc. However, I didn't notice any anxiolytic effects of DCS (apart from the lousy kratom aroma I got)

I really noticed today that a lot of guys have really started to stare at me when I do these drills on the really hot girls. I can really feel the eyes on me and I really have started to embrace it! I feel like a fucking boss ahaha

"I really noticed today that a lot of guys have really started to stare at me when I do these drills on the really hot girls. I can really feel the eyes on me and I really have started to embrace it! I feel like a fucking boss ahaha"

Fuckin' oath. Hitting on hot chicks in public during the day is something you just don't see... ever. I've gotten quite a few looks, but nobody's ever said anything.