TOPIC: Chomping the Bit to beat AA

Damn, I'm taking forever on these fucking drills. It's taking me weeks to do week 4. Looking back on these days I realize this is because I've done plenty of repeats (or at least partial repeats) which is good, but I still feel kinda weird taking this long.

Although come to think of it, I really have come a really long way, which makes me very proud. I am doing stuff sober these days, that I wouldn't have dreamed I would be able to do 1 year ago, and especially back in college.

I think being out of college (and not having the judgmental social ramifications (especially in a small private school) present in my life is very helpful for my growth.

I remember reading the Arnold day before I started the program, and thought NO FUCKING WAY WILL I EVER DO THAT. Not only did I do that, but I did it on something like 16 girls, many of whom were EXTREMELY SEXY, to the point that most guys would be terrified of approaching her if they didn't know them.


Thanks Chris, I really feel like this program is helping me develop into a better man.

Weird thing happened today... my post on 10/7 mentioned a gay/cross dressing tranny black dude... I fucking saw him today again in a completely different area, in a large city train station, he came up to me and started talking about my suit. I'm here for pussy, not gay black dick

Dude if you kill week 4 your chances of finishing the program jump to like a billion percent. Keep killing it hard and you'll make it.

badideabear wrote: Dude if you kill week 4 your chances of finishing the program jump to like a billion percent. Keep killing it hard and you'll make it.

Appreciate it, thanks man!!

10/24-25 took days off, had to go to another big city... wanted to do drills there, but didnt get a chance. Talked to a lot of hot girls though... exposure therapy through normal conversation.

10/26 did one more set of day 27 (4 girls). On the second drill, the hottest girl thought I was hitting on her i guess and literally chased after me, yelling for me to come back (guess she liked what she saw haha).. just laughed and left. Did one drill on a black middle aged woman, and she got pissed which fucked my vibe up, so i went home

10/27- Still not satisfied with my day 27 drills, so I did 2 more sets (8 girls). I felt pretty terrified after the first 2 drills, but pushed through and surprised myself by doing two full sets after nearly shitting my pants. Did the drills on three really hot blonde girls and some really cute brunettes as well as average girls too. Damn, I was really proud of myself after today

Did 26 drills for day 27. That's 10 more than the directed 16. Even though I feel weird as fuck flexing in front of random people in dress clothes, I feel good to move on to day 28 tomorrow (nerd glasses).

I think some of the bad reactions I got on day 27 were because I accidentally pushed the girl too hard with my finger... like seriously accidentally jabbed one girl haha. I will have to make a note of that, because when screening, the manner of physical contact is controlled my me. Just have to make sure I'm not rude about this, but rather polite.

10/29 - Day 28.

Today was really great. Went to a different mall than my usual spot. Not too many people but I pushed through and eventually got all 16 girls. Last rep of set 1 and 4 were probably the hottest girls there, and definitely the hottest girls I did the drills on (aka super hot, scary, blonde chicks). I didn't do the challenge cause I'm a pussy. Had the perfect mindset of rewiring my brain to respond differently around super hot girls

Got an opportunity to run a half marathon on Saturday... haven't trained at all, but I could definitely do it. What really excites me is that there will apparently be around 5000 people doing it, so I could really get a chance to get some major exposure therapy on some hopefully really hot, fit girls. Could easily bang out the super high five day (day 29), plus even the squeeze + cute drills. If I dont get to them tomorrow, which I do plan on doing.

Taking the week off next week so I can just focus on beating AA into the shitter.

OK ive got a big run tomorrow... perfect for day 29 drills (super high five)

I did another set for day 28+ challenge. I did the challenge on one of the hottest girls I walked up to... dressed very properly and upper middle class. That bitch got so angry when I asked if she would fuck me if I was wearing nerd glasses .

Damn, never in a million years have I ever thought I would be able to do that. My adrenaline was pumping HARD.

OK ive got a big run tomorrow... perfect for day 29 drills (super high five)

I did another set for day 28+ challenge. I did the challenge on one of the hottest girls I walked up to... dressed very properly and looked upper middle class. That bitch got so angry when I asked if she would fuck me if I was wearing nerd glasses .

She had a disgusted look on her face and said "no, what is wrong with you??"

Damn, never in a million years have I ever thought I would be able to do that. My adrenaline was pumping HARD.

5 girls today.

10/31- Day 29

Did a half marathon today, and my body is fucked. Did all 10 day 29 drills, but wasnt satisfied so I did them again plus 2-3 more. Total about 22-23 girls. It was honestly about a 100% hit rate cause a lot of the people had just finished, or saw that I was wearing race gear.... so I feel like I cheated, but fuck it. Today was important cause the quality of girls I did the drills on were the best since I started this program. Major US city with 10s of thousands of people milling around provides plenty of opportunity to get exposure therapy on the hottest.

I still pussied out on some really hot girls dressed in layers, sunglasses and leather boots, who were obviously checking me out, but they were with their families. Honestly I doubt Ill start off approaching girls with their families when I do this for real, but I'm still a pussy and regret not doing drills on those two hot blondes with the ray bans ahah.



I have to go out to do the day 30 drills tonight. Took some kratom for pain killing purposes, cause my legs/feet are fucked. Should be fun.

10/31 day 30

Hit all 10 girls + "nice" Hit all 2nd 10 girls + "cute."

I kept losing track of where I was so I assumed I did a lower number, so I would go over rather than under. Lots of girls were dressed in Halloween stuff, so this drill was kind of fitting for the scene.

I'm pretty sure I did a few extra drills on this day. I cant remember the exact number, I was fucking dead from the run and very under slept and was on kratom to kill the pain.

11/1- Took the day off.

11/2 Plan on starting week 5 drills, really excited, but my body is still fucked and I'm having trouble walking.

Day 31- Will write up a reflection

Day 32- 11/3 Did it all... felt kinda weird. Not really many hot girls.

Day 33- 11/4 Did all drills plus some more. Only did a few on attractive girls who were checking me out.

I fucking wasted too much time today reading that stupid forum Blocked by administrator... fucking guys are 100%negativity, and I need to stay away from that.

11/5 Complete fucking waste of time. Fuck

11/6 Went to a different mall to redo some more Day 33 (clumsy) drills. Couldn't really find many really hot girls unfortunately, but got exposure therapy on avg and above avg.

11/7 Gave into hanging out with an old bud and didnt get shit done

11/8 Day 33 (clumsy+challenge) Did another set (skipped 4th rep and went right for the challenge on the last) and luckily the last girl was really fucking hot... tall blonde sexy girl. Good to get some exposure therapy and be in the moment without having my heart rate go up and my adrenaline pumping. Felt very calm when I told her I hope she didn't fall down and break her neck hahaha

11/9 Gym day, needed to burn off steam

11/10 Day 34. Great day... getting groove back in from a mediocre week last week.

Did all 12 girls... when some of them walked away and I couldn't complete the drill, I didn't count them. Did all 12 at my normal mall. Went to buy some food at a grocery store and did 2 more drills (did the later, more complete reps). Most of these drills I did on average and even below average girls with an above average girl here or there, but the last girl was a fucking smoke show. Close to 30 years old, blonde, well dressed, proper. She was one of the few girls who laughed hard at this drill.. felt good.

11/11 (today) Day 35 (U Mad bro?) Warmed up with a full set of day 34 banana phone drills on avg to below avg girls. (4 girls)

Did all 16 drills today. 3 girls were really smoking hot chicks. One of the really hot girls probably didn't speak english, she was blonde though. Powered through it and laughed.


Happy that I've gotten out of last weeks slump and back into smashing my AA hard as fuck.

11/12- Day 35 - Repeated 1 set cause I felt like I didn't do It well enough earlier. I felt just Ok. I talked to a kinda cute retail worker to get my state up. I will probably repeat this drill in the future and make sure I do it on the hottest girls.

11/13- Day 36- Nicest Guy Ever

Did all 15 reps + 2 more girls.

Talked to some very hot girls today. The third girl I talked to was super pretty, great body, short, blonde, sexy ass girl with her friend. She laughed and was like "firing off the compliments!" Both chicks were a pleasure to run into compared to some of the boring girls I talked to today. One of the hot girls I talked to looked legit creeped out, and didn't even answer me what time it was... It was the first rep of a set. Did it on a couple sexy blonde girls. Responses were pretty good, but I felt my performance was really off, which is the only thing that really matters right now.

I couldn't hold my frame, and kept smiling and laughing. Felt waaaayyyy more nervous around the hot girls than I want to be at this point.

I will repeat this day in full tomorrow, as the mall will be packed to the brim (hopefully)